On a Facebook page recently, there was a question - "When you meet God, how will you introduce yourself?" I believe the question came from a book. Since I haven't read the book and don't know the context of the question, I took the question at face value. I was reading through the comments and thinking about my own reaction when I realized "that'll blog".
I believe God will know me when we meet, and I believe I will know God when the time comes, so I don't know that I will introduce myself. Or, maybe I will say, "God, it's nice to see you face to face...now I have some questions."
I would like to sit and chat with God about those things which perplex me. I would like to chat with God about all the things we God-followers say God stands for and really hear what God has to say. I would like to know what God's true stance is on all the hot button topics - and would like the chance to say "A-ha! I KNEW it!" but that's my ego talking. I would like to chat with God about the big picture, about the hard stuff that I've dealt with, the loss, the hurt, the confusion, the emptiness and the longing. I would like to chat with God about that verse in Psalms - the desires of your heart one - and then unfold what the desires of my heart really were as opposed to my brain conjured desires. I have a hard time telling the difference between the two sometimes.
I would like to ask God about the roads I've taken, the choices I've made and where I could have taken a different path. I'm merely curious at what God would have done differently.
I would like to ask the silly questions:
- Why mosquito's?
- For that matter - black widows - rattlesnakes - scorpions - you get the picture.
- Which came first, the chicken or the egg?
- What was the fruit on the tree of knowledge?
There are tougher questions. Questions that come up when I am in low spots, when I'm wondering what life is really all about. Questions that plague me when things happen and people make remarks that fly in the face of my experiences of what is deemed God's nature. Questions that will remain between me and God.
Yes, I have a lot of questions for God, from the silly to the serious.
I've had people tell me that when I meet God, I won't really want to ask any questions. To which I silently say, "Thanks for pointing out how ridiculous I seem to you. I'll stop talking now." That doesn't stop me from having questions...and from hoping that when we meet, the God I follow would look at me, after my initial approach, and say, "Pull up a chair, let's talk."