I believe that I have been led on this journey of trust and faith.
I believe that God called me, clearly, to walk down this path.
I know that it took me about two years to make the final decision.
I know that it wasn't easy and hurt a lot.
I know that it still hurts.
It hurts every time I think of people that I used to see daily.
It hurts every time I hear stories of the current situation.
I know I made the right decision.
I know God is leading.
I know that somewhere down this path I will see the growth and the reasons why.
Still, right now, it hurts. Even if it was a choice of my own making, it still hurts.
My skin isn't very thick, yet.
I feel pretty fragile these days.
Moving on isn't as simple or easy as I had hoped it would be.